Wednesday, December 28, 2022

Gone in Winter

 You know when they are gone

The world sighs, and seems just a few degrees colder

There’s an emptiness in the air around

 

It ever seems too long

And the grief is too much to shoulder

The creeping cold of oldest memory will soon surround

 

All the words will never be said

Just as all the moments are never lost

From waking until we lay down to bed

Our thoughts so still amongst the seeping frost

 

A time to remember, a time to reflect

A time to move on, and maybe forget

Time cascading down the cornice 

The icicles reaching low

Among the onding, our souls listless 

Time finally begins to slow

 

In the cold there is a stillness

But in times of loss, its stiller still

Staring out into the fog, in our minds and beyond

For although night outside is silent

Our hearts are anything but calm

 

And in the fog our thoughts are scattered

As they attempt to reconvene

Between anxiety, sadness and the anger

Or lost in the frazil in between

 

As we rest our head against the window pane

These tears that stain our face with pain

And beyond that window in the falling snow

As the snow turns to rain and in the frost to ice again

A moment’s clarity we get to know

 

That they are with us now, as they we ever

From the beginning of our memories, into forever

As old as the firns, as eternal as the skies

The exquisite ache of love now past wells up

Til it escapes our eyes

 

Then the sweetest sadness warms us like vapor

Love’s steam upon an aching soul

That piece of us is gone forever

But these missing pieces, they make us whole