I savor the quiet at the break of day
While I lay in bed, but still awake
Meandering within my brain
Deciding which path to take
Then the bombardment of the
pleasantries
Sights and sounds in cacophony
In the nodding sea of humanity
Sometimes it's just too much for me
These endless waves crash upon my mind
Disorient me til I think I'm lost in
time
I blink and look, the spinning spoke
Where my mind was before you broke
My train of thought, the track now bent
Reality pulled on my tether
If you'll give me just a moment
To try and bring my thoughts together
I take a breath, close my eyes
And hope that the world will realize
This juxtaposition causes pain
The vacillations with all their strain
My heart races as my psyche wants to
flee
Like the world is pressing on every
side of me
I just need the quiet, a moment's
solace
A trice for my soul to rest
So bothersome to acquire in the steady
day to day
So I remember to keep breathing whilst
I try to find a way
I didn't mean to awake here
This confusing and constant where I've
been hurled
So I ask you to bear with me
As I am bearing with this world